What you get is what you see, and what you see is what you feel. So this is me, an immature guy, still doing what I wants to do, what I likes. Playing all the time, doing selfish thing which makes me feel good [Lol]. How do I describe this?, I mean Just like to be free without worrying about anything that comes through me, just pretend everything will be alright, pretend this is not the right time to talk about it or do kind of adult life. The point is not to worry about it.
People says “Worrying is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn’t get you anywhere”. Worrying comes when you try to figure things out and they still don’t add up. Worrying comes when you look at the things you feel you need and can’t see how to get them. So, everytime I just pretend not to worry about my life, my future, anything!, then being cool in front of my friends and my family, trying to be perfect [Lol]. I must enjoy my own life without worry, life is too short to be filled with something that will make you feel boring. I know it’s like killing me, because the more I try not to worry, the more I think about it. At the bottom of my heart I’d say it, you must change!.
In the End, I think I was wrong, life is Colourful. I can’t life if I just stay in one colour, I can’t stay in there forever. I must taste the sweet and the bitter of life. Sweet will bring you happiness and bitter will bring you into the perfection of maturity. I realized I had to change. Life must go on, life doesn’t start tomorrow, life is happening right now. Once I’ve found what I want in life and what really drives me, I will never again be bored or unfulfilled. I must do something good for myself so I can do something useful for everyone. Jesus bless me and you.